My Stock Portfolio

Happy Canadian Thanksgiving everyone. Today I reflect on a lot. I currently don't work but have over 50,000 in my net worth . I have Cerebal Palsy so working a 9-5 job isn't realistic despite being 100% independent.  I don't really know what I want to do with my life. I'm currently living in Penticton British Columbia however I'm not sure how long I want to live here for.

I'm lucky that I was able to dip into the stock market when I was a young adult and have seen some gains over the last handful of years. There are a few things that have me concerned unfortunately.

1. I feel we have reached the end of this golden era of stock growth, I fear a stock market crash is coming soon and I don't want to lose my gains.

2. I have Pot stocks that have earned me a bit of money but I'm not sure what to do after October 17th.

3. Stocks vs money towards a down payment for an apartment?

I've really struggled with these three questions the last 6 months. I don't know what to do. Any help would be greatly appreciated.

ATT	800	$0.19	$0.17	-$0.02	$151.75	$136.00	-$15.75	-10.40%
NRTH	700	$0.71	$0.67	-$0.04	$497.75	$469.00	-$28.75	-5.80%
GENE	600	$1.47	$1.37	-$0.10	$882.52	$820.80	-$61.72	-7.00%
BNS	284	$39.57	$75.27	$35.70	$3,300.00	$21,450.00	$18,150.00	650.00%
MJ	250	$0.71	$0.65	-$0.06	$177.75	$162.50	-$15.25	-8.60%
BGM	240	$0.61	$0.37	-$0.24	$145.55	$88.80	-$56.75	-39.00%
NVCN	229	$3.32	$3.10	-$0.22	$761.16	$709.90	-$51.26	-6.70%
CJR.B	100	$3.79	$4.39	$0.60	$378.75	$439.00	$60.25	15.90%
JE	100	$4.03	$4.03	$0.00	$402.75	$403.00	$0.25	0.10%
OGI	75	$7.46	$7.39	-$0.07	$559.75	$554.25	-$5.50	-1.00%
ACB	30	$9.78	$12.81	$3.03	$293.45	$384.30	$90.85	31.00%
DIS	15	$25.75	$115.44	$89.31	$500.22	$2,243.00	$1,742.78	448.00%
Cash					$262.97	$262.97
					$8,314.37	$28,123.52

As you can see with the table above, I have put 8,314 in the stock market and have currently 28,123 in my portfolio. I don't want to lose the gains and I also want to free up some money for if there's a crash I put money on stocks that are under valued when the stock market comes out of the crash. 

Bank of Nova Scotia is the best stock I have but grows at a slow rate. Disney does well for me but that's the stock I have the least amount of shares in. The others are all smaller but have a chance at going up with time. 

I will pay someone commission if we can work on my portfolio together. Just really at a crossroads with this stuff. 

Thanks guys!